Aqua oil on canvas, 36″x48″

I have had a lot of heartbreak in love this lifetime. I was born Venus conjunct Saturn in Scorpio. That’s a recipe for karmic relationship entanglement and mop up. I am on the threshold of my second Saturn return. Maybe Saturn will acknowledge the lessons I have learned, and give me a break now. Failed relationships often make us feel like a failure, especially if you loved someone and they left you. If we do not heal ourselves before the next new love comes around, there is a good chance we will take our lack of self love and failure into that relationship. And that will be a recipe for yet another heartbreak. We have to love ourselves first before we can attract a new love that will be just right for us. True self love opens our hearts like a beautiful lotus flower, and washes our past away.